24 Feb 2016

Nothing to Report

So I typed a post about chronic pain.

And it got wiped. 

And I am too sore to type over.

I am underachieving by my own low standards and it is frustrating. And depressing. And did I mention the pain? Another week of making my mark- or rather, my indent: on the sofa. More days I can't get back or use productively. Nothing to show for my time. 

My last post was trying to be chipper about it and list some positives. But I am feeling less inclined to go looking for the elusive bright side now. I am going to find something to take my mind off the pain and futility. I am sore. I am tired. And everything seems so pointless. So - to distraction. This week I am afraid, has sucked and I am not optimistic about the one to come. 




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